loves around us!(:

LAST POST!

2009-09-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

oh god. its the 390 posts. i dont know but i think i will miss blogger. i have moved to tumblr.

THEONEFORME.TUMBLR.COM

relink me okay.

bye blogger. ((((((((((((:

ZAIJIAN!

10 more...

2009-09-01T22:45:00.001+08:00

10 more posts and i am done with blogger. yeah. 390 is my goal.

2009-09-01T22:43:00.003+08:00

good luck to those who are having their prelims tomorrow. especially the sec five-rs that i know ever since sec 1 and those who slowly step into my life for the past four years. you guys, can do it. and i mean it. :DDDDDDDDD

GOOD LUCK! and may god bless you guys.

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY!

2009-09-01T22:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY TO ALL TEACHERS OUT THERE.

NOT AN EASY JOB BUT I KNOW YOU GUYS ENJOYED IT!

QUOTE OF THE DAY!

2009-09-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else."
-Anonymous-

i totally agree to this statement. I AGREED!

2009-09-01T13:47:00.002+08:00

jalan kayu prata really never disappoint me at all. it is still the best.

its raining now. how i wish i have cheesecake with me. hmph.

HUNGRY! I WANT MY LUNCH!

ZAIJIAN!

HUNGER!

2009-08-30T13:25:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY FROCLICKS!

PARTY TIME!

2009-08-28T13:08:00.002+08:00

YAH!

i am damn so happy. jerome is coming back like in another 5 hours. HAHAAAHAHAHAHA! and we are going to PARTY! actually, its nicholas's birthday party.

LET's GO PARTY!

CIAO!

RELAXATION FEELING!

2009-08-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

while it's raining, maybe you should try to listen yiruma's songs while drinking hot cocoa going with a slice of cheesecake and seating in your bed all warm and cosy.

i like.

i really like that feeling. its like a type of relaxation for me. maybe, some of you with your loved ones will chit chat abit while enjoying. the feeling is great.

and my definition of songs here is not songs that you hear people singing but only piano pieces.

CIAO!

COOKING TIME!

2009-08-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

i dont know why. maybe i am too free. but i started trying out recipes.

for today, i made sushi. korean sushi. so its not like japanese sushi which is abit sour. HAPPY! one recipe down.

i am going to learn how to make ice cream and pudding. ((((((((: ask me and i will bring it for you to try my cooking. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

EXAMS OVER+HOLIDAYS=FUN+CRAZINESS!

2009-08-25T19:35:00.003+08:00

YAY!

exams finally over. last paper down! i can now enjoy myself for 10 weeks. mummy say she maybe sponsoring me to new zealand for holidays for 2 weeks.. take note: MAYBE ONLY!

and her maybe is always NEVER! hmph!.

thats one thing why i dont really like my mummy to always say MAYBE.

anyway, i am still going to enjoy my holidays.

TO JASMINE!:
SLUMBER PARTY SOON! I CANT WAIT!

TO RANDALL!:
JEROME COMING BACK THIS WEEKEND. WE GO EAT JALAN KAYU PRATA FOR AT LEAST A WEEK. :DDDDDDDDDDD

TO FIQ!:
END YOUR FASTING EARLY SO WE CAN HAVE SLUMBER PARTY AT JASMINE'S HOUSE. though i know its not within your choice.

TO THOSE WHO ARE ALSO HAVING THEIR HOLIDAYS!:
ENJOY AND HAVE FUN. I AM HAVING FUN NOW!

ZAIJIAN!

RESEMBLENCE!

2009-08-24T17:12:00.004+08:00

i think key from shinee is damn cute. i like the way he act cute and pouts his mouth. ii dont know why, but i like guys who look blur and cute. :DDDDDDDDD

however, i dont know isit just everyone or just me that thinks that key looks like someone that i know. think hard. and tell me if you think so too. ((((((((((:

I CANT WAIT!

2009-08-24T16:32:00.003+08:00

i am so looking forward to tomorrow's paper. HAHAHAHA. :DDDDDDDDDD

its the last paper and i am done with my final exams. YAY! but hopefully, i will pass. this is what worries me the most. SIAN!

i cant wait to watch all my korean dramas. i have like picked a few nice ones out to watch it but i dont have the time. hopefully, after tomorrow, i am able to watch finish all of them.

i cant wait for movies dates with BFs! BANDSLAM! here i come.

i cant wait for jerome to come back from new zealand! and he is coming back this weekend! here i come. i so want you to eat breakkie with me every morning. our JALAN KAYU PRATA are waiting.

i cant wait for gatherings with BFs and cousins! here i come. our CHOMP CHOMP nights are waiting.

i cant wait. i cant wait. i cant wait. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

EXCITED MAN! this holiday will be a good and enjoyable one.

I CANT WAIT!

CIAO!

FATE!

2009-08-23T23:31:00.001+08:00

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be. Just like the birdy! Let it fly, and if it comes back, it'll be yours forever."

i found this sentence somewhere and i really love it. i believe this is fate. if its yours, its yours. if its not, then let it go.

FATED or NOT?

2009-08-23T22:40:00.003+08:00

i dont know if i should be happy to see them anot.

firstly, the possibility of me seeing that car number guy (basically i forgot his car number, but i know it starts with S and en with a A.) from church is damn low. i dont know if i should be happy to see him suddenly at my bus stop NEAR MY HOUSE! i mean, i live that area for like 3 years?! but i have never seen him there before. so should i be happy or not?

secondly, out with elaine they all to study and i saw her (not about elaine). i dont know if i should be happy to see her suddenly appear infront of me with the fact that she really hurt my friend alot. and she is like my very close friend. so should i be happy or not?

anyway, fun time hanging out with elaine they all after like months and months. its been long since i hang out with them. and i like the fact that i get to tease her about me having holidays when she is going to have prelims. HAHAHAHAHAHA. she is like so funny luh. you should see her reactions one day. she is damn thick-skinned. and she admits to it. :DDDDDDDDDDDD

went geylang serai with elder brother's family. SHIOK!

ZAIJIAN!

EXAM+MENSE=SIAN!

2009-08-21T14:37:00.003+08:00

sian.

isit everyone or just me that feels that they are going to fail their macecon?
isit everyone or just me that feels that they shouldnt have their monthly "thing" when their exams coming?

damn sian. had macroeconomics paper today. i admit i didnt really prepare for it. i dont know why but i feel very very very tired. maybe its because of my monthly "thing". i just cannot concentrate luh. sian. damn sian.

one word for the exam: FAIL!

damn spoil my mood.

having last paper which is accounts paper on tuesday. hopefully i can get an A, so my overall will be like pass so i wont retake papers. i dont know isit this way, but hopefully yeah.

anyway, eighteen chef again after so many weeks or maybe months. so its like i miss the taste. although i ate it like last week. but still. i love it to the max.

i dont know why. but maybe its been long since i saw you. so when i randomly see you there, i felt so happy. it feels like it has been years since i last saw you though its only like months?!. but still. you know i miss you right.

i think i need to confess to my mummy so she will be prepared when i get back my results. hopefully, nothing happens. depressed. )))))):

CIAO!

EXAM TIMETABLE!

2009-08-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

Subject	Code	Date	Start	End	Venue	Seat Number
Macroeconomics	BEC1002	21 Aug 2009 (Fri)	09:30	11:30	Sports Hall	344
Business Accounting 1	BAF1001	25 Aug 2009 (Tue)	09:30	11:30	Sports Hall	367

Subject

Code

Date

Start

End

Venue

Seat Number

Macroeconomics

BEC1002

21 Aug 2009 (Fri)

09:30

11:30

Sports Hall

344

Business Accounting 1

BAF1001

25 Aug 2009 (Tue)

09:30

11:30

Sports Hall

367

24 hours=NEVER ENOUGH!

2009-08-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

many things have happened in just one day. ONE DAY! its never enough.

went airport again, three days straight to study with jasmine, fiq ahh and liza. so far, i am still at macroeconomics lecture 8. how can i finish lecture 9-13 within one day. its impossible. actually, its possible. just that i like to take my time. HAHAHAAHA. oh well. thats life right.

anyway, o level chinese results are out today. firstly, i didnt know about it. no one tells me at all. and secondly, i knew it like an hour before the release of the results. third, some of friends are getting the results they wanted, some not. i actually felt alot and understand how it feels to get the results that you never even expected you will get. the only thing that i can say is get over it and move on. there's still a second chance. make use of this second chance and you all can do it. :DDDDDDDDD dont give up and dont brood over it.

macroecnomics on friday. this friday and i dont feel prepared at all. why? why is this so? i also dont know. i wish someone can tell me what to do and how to do.

CIAO!

CUTE!

2009-08-18T16:29:00.001+08:00

first of all, today is g dragon from big bang's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

secondly, his first solo album will be out TODAY! yupp. today.

CONGRATULATIONS!

thirdly, instead of falling in love with g dragon, i fell in love with his dog. its 50 days old and its puppy bulldog. SO CUTE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

ZAIJIAN!

AIRPORT STUDYING! PART 1.

2009-08-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

i dont know, but the feeling is weird.

how should i say this?!

met up with fiq ahh and jasmine at airport to mug for the upcoming exams. i guess, laziness and tiredness is causing me to lose concentration and hence, i didnt really manage to study alot of stuff. 60% for both of each papers and i can feel the stress.

oh. and theres this so called sports carnival at T3. yupp, its like games like that. so we went to PLAY! yeah, and medal and badge was won. yupp. i know, it is kind of WEIRD! but still. photos taken and will be uploaded.

met with billy and all. thats when that weird feeling starts. how should i say it. it is just weird. but, after tonight i will forget everything. yupp. thats what i am going to do. (((((((:

CIAO.

BUSY!

2009-08-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

anyway, i will be studying, so dont expect me to update okay?

ciao.

EXAMS=STRESS!

2009-08-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY! :DDDDDDDDDDD

its study week, so that also means that there's no school for the whole two weeks. however, exams are on on friday and next tuesday. AARGH! EXAMS!

I HATE EXAMS!)))):

ZAIJIAN!

LONDON!

2009-08-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

was talking to mummy during dinner.

suddenly, we pop in the topic, "where i will go for internship?".

we actually talked about it not long ago and today we talked about it again. LONDON! thats my destination. thats where i want to go and aim to go for internship during year 3. and mummy say she is going to tagged along. WTH! hello, its internship. it meant to be an experience stay there. however, i totally understand how she will feel when her daughter is all alone surviving at some city where she dont know anyone. i do understand. however, thats still my goal and my aim. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

london, here i come.

LATE NIGHTS+EARLY MORNINGS=BAD COMPLEXION

2009-08-12T20:04:00.004+08:00

i am so so so happy.

yes, like what i posted just now. tomorrow no school. YAY!♥♥ so that also means that i can sleep late today and sleep in tomorrow.♥ :DDDDDDDDDDD

secondly, NO MORE COMMSKILLS! as in no more L3. hopefully 2nd sem, L3 wont be my teacher anymore.

thirdly, we met out of nowhere again.♥ yupp. AGAIN!♥♥

and oh, today's presentation was okay. everything was done and no more presentation till 2nd sem. and this friday i am having TEST! for CTOS. gonna spend my tomorrow's afternoon studying computers and more computers. how on earth am i suppose to pass my CTOS?! though its open book but we need the knowledge to answer the questions right. screwed.

main exams coming next week. macecons next friday and accounts next next tuesday. gonna hit my notes and burn the midnight oil studying. yupp. kind of sad-ded. )))))))))))))):

late nights cause my complexion to get worse. )))))))))))))):

ZAIJIAN.

2009-08-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

OMG!

no more commskills. YAY!
tomorrow no school. YAY!
i saw him today. YAY!♥♥♥

end of story.

HAPPY MEALS=HAPPY!

2009-08-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

dont ask me why i am here when i told you that my net is down. i had my way to come here though. ((((((((((((((((:

had happy meals at macdonalds for 3 days and i am HAPPY! thats the purpose of having happy meals right. but actually, the thing that made me happy is the corn cup. YUPP! ((((((: love it to the MAX!

HAPPY!

2009-08-11T14:47:00.002+08:00

was out with loretta, mummy and simin they all for three days straight. I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX! yay. HAHAHAHAHAHA. ((((((((((:

bought lovely stuff. and i love mummy to the max because she bought my favourite shirt that i am eyeing for at zara. :DDDDDDDD YAY!

anyway, will be out today. AND dont expect me to update my blog for the next few days, peeps.

ZAIJIAN!

NET=VIRUS=DOWN!

2009-08-11T14:44:00.002+08:00

dont expect me to update my blog for the next few days. because my net is down. hmph.

BLACK+WHITE=GREY?

2009-08-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

i dont why. but i like pictures to be black and white. (((((: abit of that old vintage feel, but i love it.

so tired and bored. and i reckon anyone will be available out there to play with me now.. when theres summative test tomorrow. anyway, going to sleep now if not tomorrow sure cannot wake up on time.

ITS WEEKEND! but i am having a test. WTH! not FAIR!!! )))))):

hmph.

OVER!

2009-08-07T19:42:00.002+08:00

yes, thats ashley olsen. and i love her to the max.

yay. finally, sem projects are all done. after two times of redo-ing wds, i am done with it. its like FINALLY!

tomorrow summative test. hopefully, i wont screw it.

i cant wait to go shopping with loretta, my mum and another bunch of people for three days straight. HAHAHAAAHAHAHA! i'm lovin' it. (((((((((((((:

CIAO!

1+1=?

2009-08-06T20:42:00.003+08:00

WTH! i have to redo my wds again. second time re-doing it. OMG! and whats best is that tomorrow is the deadline for it. best. :D

again, we met out of nowhere. effing happy. (((((:

having breakkie tomorrow with cousins. all not having school tomorrow. whats this?! run-away from school? NOT FAIR! what can i say?! i dont even have a say in it. hmph. ):

was suppose to seek help from bfs and choy for my wds. but, all labs are taken up and hence, nothing productive was done again.

a sweet-talking session with vengwai on my way home was great. she actually made my tired-ed day brighter. HAHA! awesome. love you. :DDDDD

to the one who is sick: i dont know if you will be reading this, but to tell you that, take care and dont fall sick. exams coming already. its not good to fall sick during exams period. ((((: TAKE CARE!

CIAO!

p.s: hopefully i can finish up my wds and hand it in tomorrow by 5pm. _|_.

HAPPY! PART 2

2009-08-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

quite proud of myself today because i actually finished my commskills mock within one and a half hour.

good job, good job cynthia, good job. keep up the work.

anyway, was suppose to finish up wds project at it school today. but all labs are used and we have to share labs with unknown people. provided that i was tired and was also busy with crazy taxi which always make me crazy that i forgot to do my wds so nothing much productive was done.

and i actually skip the second half of accounts lecture. can you believe it?

CIAO!

HAPPY!

2009-08-05T21:12:00.004+08:00

i am so bloody happy. i dont know why but it seems that we always meet out of no where. fun.

just like yesterday, we met out of no where. i am effing happy luh. what does this called?! HAAAHAHAHAAAHA! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD at first i didnt really notice where he is. then i saw his course people, and i was like telling jas, eh, isnt that his course? and i saw him standing down there. wah. (((((((((((:

damn tired. i am going to sleep early tonight. yupp. early. (((((((((((((:

jerome is coming back soon for vacation. YAY! another happy event. i love it man! slumber party, here i come!

TUESDAY!

2009-08-04T19:28:00.005+08:00

today was like everyday. its the same to me. same routine so on and so forth. just that i am a little more happier because i saw him like really randomly. its like we met out of no where. HAHHAHHAHAAA. how should i say. i would just say that its RANDOM-LY!

i really really hate wds. i hate to redo my whole project just because i cannot save the whole thing?! WTH! a waste of my time only. and my laptop is damn lag. geess.

whatever it is, summative test this coming saturday and the next day will be summative test.

last accounts and macecon lecture and that means that exam dates are coming nearer and nearer. GOSH!

RANDOM PART 2!

2009-08-03T20:09:00.004+08:00

one more projects to go and i am done with the sem. projects.

WDS! i hate wds. because i dont like it. it is so difficult to understand all those html codes. provided that my art sucks. so i cant really design stuffs well. if you ask me to draw pig, that i can draw pretty well. but designing a web?! NO WAY!

sometimes i like my hair but sometimes i hate it. i hate it when it is growing damn slow and i hate it when there are times i really think that my hair is short. i like it when i tie my hair up and people thinks that i have long hair because i tied it in bun and i really like it when there are times i really think that my hair at that length is nice. ((((: HAHA. yeahh, i know. i am just weird and hard to please. but its just a feeling to my hair. :DDDDDDDDDD HEEHEE!

how i wish that my hair can grow longer.

summative test this coming saturday.

accounts and macecon exam on the mid august. sian. so that means that for this month, i cant really slack though.

buck up, cynthia, buck up. you can do it! ((((((((((:

RANDOM!

2009-08-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

today was alright. though i dont really know why my left eye had been twitching since saturday night. can you believe from saturday till now its still twitching.

stomach giving my problems. dont know why.

know what?! i also dont know. HEEHEE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

LIZARDS!

2009-08-02T22:19:00.005+08:00

tiring day.

went over to granny's house and help to clean the whole house. i got freaked out in my aunt's room. at first, randall and i was sorting the books and for once, i really thought that bloody small lizard between the books is like a dust. because its very small. not like the normal big lizard. so i was about to wipe the shelf then it moved. it was like moving very quickly and i got a shocked. i started screaming for help but randall just continue to laugh. you laugh. laugh your ass off then. leave me screaming like nobody business like that. luckily, granny went out to get some stuff, if not she will be the one who gets heart attack after hearing my screaming.

thats not the main point. the main point is its disgusting, I HATE LIZARDS FOR THE NEXT 36243648733556343765 YEARS!

HEADACHE!

2009-08-01T22:37:00.004+08:00

headache is killing me.

i dont know why but i am having a headache today. like suddenly. i have to endure the pain of headache on the bus ride back to my house for like 62354723659134657624764543672mins?! i can feel like my head is going to burst anytime soon. okay, i think i am exaggerating. (((((((((((: HEEHEE!

anyway, ate panadol and went to sleep. randall was like keep telling me i am a pig because once i reah home i sleep, then once i wake up i eat. HAHAHAHAAHA. THANKS BRO! thanks for helping me to buy dinner. you know uh, people who are not feeling well, need to rest.... ((((((((((:

CIAO!

WHO ARE YOU?!

2009-07-31T21:44:00.007+08:00

OMG!

i am disappointed with some people recently. they have been such an ass for the past few days. maybe i dont know them well. but the way they treat "other people" are like different from the way they treat "other people". they seems to have changed overnight suddenly. the shy one become daring. the friendly one becoming WORSE than daring! are you the one that i knew from the beginning? i dont know. who are you? you seems to be monstrous.

i am not targeting who. but i think in this world only jasmine and fiq ahh knows who i am talking about. but i finally understand this sentence and seriously agree to it which loretta once said to me: "they are just trying too hard."

if you want to know who i am talking about, just ask me straight.

LOVES!

2009-07-31T20:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD DUDE!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyway, today have been a great day for me. ((((((((((((((((:

i dont know why but its jinx. HAHAHAHA. I LOVE FIQ AHH! ((((((((((((:

i saw haziq at the bus stop after 2346561324732657863428656542183 days. YUPP! i mean is like wow. eh, you are here that kind. because i didnt see FOW people ever since FOW ended. YUPP! except a few. so its a surprise.

if you want to know something, just ask me. ((((((((((((((((:

CIAO!

THOUGHTS!

2009-07-30T19:12:00.003+08:00

i feel alright today.

but L3 makes it worse. she doesnt have any idea that we just dont get what she say. no matter how much she explain, she will still explain the same stuff over and over again. and that means, we dont get it. if we dont get it at the first place, so no matter how much she explain after that we will still dont get it. aargh. why cant she understand?!

"some may know you long enough to be the one who understands you the most but they dont. however, some who may not know you long enough are the one who understands you the most. why is that so?"

i am still pondering over this question. because it had happened.

:DDDDDD

2009-07-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

tip to make your friendship stronger:

#1: be frank and talk to them about it.

i learnt that today. and i believe all problems have been resolved and there's no more misunderstandings?!

anyway, thats not the point. the point is i feel that our friendship is getting stronger. ((((: AWESOME! :DDDD

WHY?!

2009-07-29T19:50:00.003+08:00

i dont know whats wrong today.

but everything seems wrong. tired uh. i dont understand why people keep thinking about the past and not the future. i dont know why.

UPDATE!

2009-07-28T20:36:00.007+08:00

macecon project presentation today and i think that its good. really. HAHA. i also dont know why, but i feel statisfied with my presentation, my team mates and my work. :DDDD HAHA.

anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHIQI! yesterday was her birthday but i forgot to wish her. ): so sorry about it.

anyway, wds resume and no more e-learning. provided that crazy taxi is really crazy. and its addictive.

damn the video because i cant continue due to some web problem. and wds project deadline is next friday. OMG! and and. tomorrow must hand in commskills draft outline. haven even start doing it yet.

long-distance call with jerome makes my day. ((((:

I DONT CARE!

2009-07-27T22:32:00.008+08:00

ctos project presentation today. one word, screwed. HAHA. because we are like acting to the situation. yupp. anyway, i saw him today. AWESOME! only can see him once a week is damn tiring.

macecon project presentation is tomorrow. OMG! hopefully, we can achieve good marks for it. after all, we really put in all our efforts in it.

i heard from shiming today about him. luckily i stopped everything before i heard about the news. anyway, whatever it is, I DONT CAREeeeee! :DDDDD

i am addicted to this song called "I DONT CARE" by 2NE1. especially the starting of the song.

"sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
that’s the only way you boys learn"

awesome! CIAO!

HECTIC!

2009-07-25T20:34:00.007+08:00

my hectic schedule is killing me. AARGH!

ctos project killing my brain cells.
macecon project killing more of my cells.
web design project killing even more of my brain cells.
commskills project killing almost all my brain cells.

and what worse is that i think we are getting back our accounts test back on monday which made me having sleepless nights.

tomorrow going back school to finish up our projects etc etc etc etc etc.

p.s: and i missed SWW's gig at rp today. ))):

CIAO!

SEPTEMBER

2009-07-24T09:05:00.001+08:00

another song which i really like alot. AWESOME! actually i love daughtry's songs. ((((:

DAUGHTRY-SEPTEMBER

Half the time passed away
All the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste?
All the promises we made
One by one they vanished just the same

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear
There's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long
That summer's moving on
Reach for something that's already gone
Yeah

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Yeah we knew we had to lose this time
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
We would end up where we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
Never knew anything

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Hey, yeah, yeah

THERAPY!

2009-07-24T09:02:00.001+08:00

i dont know why, but i love this song alot. addicted to it already.

ALL TIME LOW-THERAPY

My ship went down
In a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A handful of moments
I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare
That cut like a blade

In a city of fools
I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane
A handful a moments
I wished I could change
But I was carried away

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can keep all your misery

My lungs gave out
As I faced the crowd
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous

I'm flesh and bone
I'm a rolling stone
And the experts say in delirious

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Arrogant boy
Love yourself so no one has to
They're better off without you
(They're better off without you)

Arrogant boy
Cause a scene like you were supposed to
They'll fall asleep without you
You're lucky if your memory remains

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can choke on your misery

SHITTY!

2009-07-22T19:16:00.003+08:00

DAMN TIRED!

the weather for the past few days like shit. projects deadline is like next week. nothing going on well for me. SHIT! ^@%$!&(#*$*^%@%$#$^Y)*%$#@#$%^&*()*%$#@$%^&*()(*%$#! and i seriously hate M!

TEST!

2009-07-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

OMG!

damn damn damn tired. was in school for the whole day and just had my accounts test like 2 hours ago?! just pray and hope that i wont fail my accounts.

well, tomorrow's timetable fantastic. having two hours of lesson only and i can go home already. HAHA. (((: and the best part is that my lesson from 9-11am. HAHA. YAY! i love it man!

GD is so cute.

RAWR!

2009-07-17T19:55:00.005+08:00

YAY! finally, access test is over and i passed. yeah, PASSED! HAHA. kind of unexpected because i didnt really understand what jackson was teaching in class and i dont really practice. best part of it is that i didnt do two of my CTOS lab work. HAHA. because i busy uh. there's so many projects to do and to hand in too.

one load off my mind. commskills project. yupp, deadline is today and i handed it in. its like finally. we have been doing it for like 4213231766126352786376217651264 of years. HAHA. okay, i am exaggerating again. whatever it is, i just feel like as if i am free from commskills project.

MONDAY! accounts test. best part of it is that it starts at 715pm and end at 815pm. WTH! my lessons end at 1pm but the test starts at 715pm. OMG! i rather have it on saturday than wasting my time like that.

anyway, glenn and ryan will be playing outside heeren tomorrow and sunday.

date: 18th July 2009, 19th July 2009
time: 1pm, 6pm
location: outside heeren (town)

come down if you can make it and join in the fun. they will be doing an acoustic set there. (: AWESOME! (((:

NEVER GONNA BE ALONE!

2009-07-16T19:14:00.001+08:00

addicted to this song.

NICKELBACK - NEVER GONNA BE ALONE

Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day

UPDATES!

2009-07-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

SAVING SOMEONE!

another day passed. thats fast. it seems like yesterday was monday. anyway, eighteen chef AGAIN! yes, again. three days for this week. i think we are just crazy. HAHA. but their cheese baked rice is damn nice luh. (: i am addicted to it.

tomorrow access test. how? seriously, i sucks in CTOS! it kills thousands of my brain cells. really. so i think i will fail for the test?! i guess so. gonna try doing the mock test again like thousand times so i wont fail! okay, i am exaggerating. (((:

its FRIDAY tomorrow. YAY! weekends here. but this also means that deadlines for projects are getting near too. OMG!

i am addicted to this band "FOR THIS CYCLE". i like PAPER FEET alot. its like alot alot alot. yupp. ALOT! awesome band.

anyway, theres this band called "SAVINDSOMEONE". its a local band and they are playing on this coming sunday. information below:

event: TAPESTRY @ TAKASHIMAYA
date: 19th July 2009
time: 8pm-8.30pm
location: outside ngee ann city.

if you are interested, just come down and join in the fun. SUPPORT LOCAL BANDS AND MUSIC alright?!

2009-07-14T12:49:00.002+08:00

one interesting thing that i found. if you type my name on google search engine, you will realise that there is another person who lives in japan have the same name as me with the same surname. CYNTHIA TIEW!

GOSH! interesting!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!

2009-07-14T11:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

yesterday was mummy's birthday but i cant wish her because my laptop hang-ed. but i just did. (((:

UPDATE!

2009-07-14T10:46:00.005+08:00

weiwen from for this cycle.

(credits to:http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=842220493&v=photos&so=60#/profile.php?id=842220493&v=photos&so=120)

oi!

sorry for not being able to update for the past few days. was busy and my bloody laptop HANG-ED on me! tsk.

randall keep asking me to update so i shall update.

went out with loretta to town and studied there. yeah, your eyes didnt give you any problems. we went to study at TOWN!

but the best part is the gig at SCAPE! AWESOME to the max. people, please support FOR THIS CYCLE! they are awesome band. LOVE THEM TO THE MAX! anyway, i had a great time there. and what surprised me are the familiar faces which i can find there. like glenn, issac, ryan, bryan from DHM, tp people etc etc. :D

awesome, SWW!

celebrated mummy's birthday on sunday. her birthday was actually on monday which was yesterday. but she cannot make it as her sechdule is damn packed thats why. went around singapore with her as to keep her company and at night, we celebrated. YUPP!

to mummy:
you know, i love you right? (((:

yesterday, my bloody laptop HANG-ED on me. WTH! i was doing my macecon which was suppose to hand in today halfway and it suddenly hang. i had to borrow my another brother's laptop and go all the way to my house that macdonald to use wireless because his computer and my house modem just dont match at all. i also dont know why. and the best part is that macdonald does not have a PLUG! it irritates me alot man. i walked all the way out and that macdonald dont have a plug for me to plug in my plug. OMG! i dont know why macdonald wants us to use wireless there but they dont have plug. so how earth can we use wireless there.

sian.

CAM-WHORING!

2009-07-10T22:42:00.004+08:00

WTH!

went airport with jasmine after school to eat. but in the end, we were camwhoring there. HAHA. damn funny luh. anyway, we had a good laughing time there. HAHAAHAHHAHAHA! (((:

photos will be up at facebook and you go look okay. with the means of saying hi to gerald, but he is not there. sad-ded!

and to F:
your english power man. RUN-NING! HAHA. i will rememmber it, i swear. :D but you know i dont mean it right.

i dont know why, but after i cut my hair, i start to be more cheerful. why uh?! HAHA. funny. weird.

CRAZY!

2009-07-09T18:09:00.004+08:00

say bye to long hair and hi to short hair.

went to cut my hair and now its bloody short. HAHA. afiqah was like telling me that i look more mature like that, so isit a good thing or a bad thing. but the more i look at my hair, the more i like it. as in, i always have long hair so its time for a change. (:

i have decided. i also dont know what i have decided. HAHA. okay, anyway whatever it is, I AM CRAZY! :D

i love jasmine, afiqah and liza! :D

TIRED!

2009-07-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

tired.

i realise every wednesday i will be damn tired. my energy level will drop like siao. HAHA. okay. i know wednesday is a long day because the whole day i am having lessons. but still.

chocolates really make my day and frolicks too. one more day. (:

FLU!

2009-07-07T21:44:00.003+08:00

sick? NOPE.

fever? NOPE.

cough? NOPE.

sore throat? NOPE.

flu? YES!

HAHA. i just feel like cutting off my nose. i swear, its not H1N1. (:

p.s: i miss those days when i talked to you on the phone. hmph. ):

to shihan:

hope you like the shirt. (:

LILY ALLEN!

2009-07-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

because of afiqah, i got influenced. to this song called FUCK YOU by LILY ALLEN. its nice luh if you dont mind the FUCK YOU part. HAHA.

LILY ALLEN-FUCK YOU

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you

You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

SAVE!

2009-07-06T18:49:00.001+08:00

save energy.
save energy.
save energy.
save earth.

youth day. but poly students still have schools. what the hell.

TIRED part 2!

2009-07-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

tired.

damn tired.

was out the whole day. thats why.

first thing, school for an hour only?! yupp. that's school for today. actually thought of catching transformers with class-mates but in the end, i didnt. because i am meeting simin THE BEST! HAHA. then suddenly people was like telling me he is going to watch transformers too and it's the same timing. WOW! anyway, not fated luh. HECK CARE!

went froclick-ing with afiqah and simin. NICE! love it to the MAX! i have been eating it for two days straight and i am not bored of it yet. HAHA. (: then went wandering with simin. we did some catching up though. see a few people around. like andrew. like weng, like tingfong. like chester. yupp. like kaiyuen. yupp. lots of people.

about my EC, i actually got nothing to say. i wish...

p.s: that BILLIE JEAN song is stuck in my HEAD! all thanks to MICHEAL JACKSON!

TIRED!

2009-07-02T17:14:00.004+08:00

i wish i never knew that happened.

i mean i also cannot do anything right. it's his choice of making friends. but i am really upset by it. but i respect his choice.

had froclicks just now and i feel so much better. HAHA. i know, like children mah. but that's me right.

to you, YD. i have nothing to say. ):

HAPPY!

2009-07-02T11:45:00.002+08:00

i am so so so DAMN happy.

ask me why.

and i got that bloody scratch on my leg which is caused by that edge of the table. GEES!

to YD, seriously, EC you to the MAX luh. (:

FEVER!

2009-07-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

damn tired.

tired uh.

fever.

damn the fever. HAHA. was fever just now. but now okay already. wah piang. thanks to liza for the panadol. luckily. i thought i have H1N1. HAHA. okay, touchwood.

like i said, you YD. EC you to the MAX.

UPDATE-D!

2009-06-30T21:01:00.005+08:00

its been long since i updated my blog-gy. (:

i am damn surprised and happy today. firstly, i didnt know that i will see him again ever since he left. and i knew his name, by chance. HAHA.

well, many things happened recently. projects killing my brain cells. access killing even more brain cells. mid sem test marks kills my mood.

and know what. yesterday was the asian youth olympics opening ceremony. and by luck, i saw tao li on tv running with the torch. HAHA. damn happy. i mean, my secondary school friends know that i like tao li right. and i support her like mad luh. but one thing that i want to clarify is that i am straight. so dont think too much.

you, YD. EC you to the MAX!

2009-06-27T12:40:00.001+08:00

define miss.

KING OF POP!

2009-06-26T13:52:00.002+08:00

something shocked me today. JUST TODAY!

the king of pop, MICHAEL JACKSON passed away at the age of 50 last night due to some cardiac stuff.

i got a shocked when i heard from jasmine. SAD-DED!

ciao.

PROJECTS!

2009-06-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

tagboard removed.

because i seriously dont have the time to go read what's on there. so if there's anything, just message me or call me alright?!

sorry about it guys. projects deadlines are creeping on me. shit.

zaijian.

p.s: and i think he is DAMN hot luh. (:

OUT!

2009-06-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

tired.

came back from belated birthday celebration with shihan. HAHA. hope you like the card. but then uh, i will remember my frolicks uh. HAHAHAHA.

well, starting of the school week, i was given 4 kinds of shocks. all are related to my marks for mid sem test. well, sian.

FROLICKS! FROLICKS UH!

HAPPY DADDY's DAY!

2009-06-21T22:29:00.004+08:00

HAPPY DADDY's DAY!!!

you know something?! i love you, my beloved daddy. i didnt do as much as i did for you today, hope you dont mind. (: but you know i love you right. (:

HOLIDAYS!

2009-06-21T22:21:00.005+08:00

sad.

tomorrow start school. projects and everything. aargh. i seem to be contradicting myself because i wanted holidays to end fast at the start of the holidays, but because of the addiction to 2PM which leads me for wanting to keep watching their videos, i wanted holidays to end like next week?!. this made me feels like 2PM addict man. HAHA.

okay, whatever it is. i have alot of things to say but the first person that came to my mind is you. i want to tell you all sorts of stuff that i used to but i guess we cant now?! (:

LIFE'S A BEACH

2009-06-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

it's tomorrow. and i cant go. AARGH!

987 Life's a Beach. its so happening. with bands like west grand, the fire fight, electrico, plain sunset etc etc. BUT I CANT GO!

damn the wedding dinner.

and whats the best is its FREE ADMISSION! make my mood even worse. AARGH!

ZAIJIAN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIHAN!

2009-06-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

anyway, today is SHIHAN's birthday! let's wish him happy birthday!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIHAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAHA! happy birthdayy, my dear friend.

ADDICT-IVE!

2009-06-18T19:43:00.003+08:00

AGAIN AND AGAIN~!

AARGH! freak. i am so addicted to 2PM! HAHA! was spending my day watching videos of 2PM with randall. the first time i told him about 2PM, he was damn funny.

c: eh. i tell you uh. 2PM damn hot luh.
r: hotter than me?
c: (staring at him) so much HOTTER!
r: wah piang. support your cousin abit luh.
c: (laughing out loud.)

i am so addicted to taylor swift's "you belong with me". its damn damn nice.

"But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me"

2PM

2009-06-17T20:00:00.003+08:00

HAHA.

i think i fell in love with 2pm. they are hot for me. :DDD

i like the first one. HE IS DAMN CUTE! his name is JAY PARK from 2PM! the leader of the group. i like his hair and tattoo. LOVE HIM TO THE MAX!

YOU BELONG WITH ME

2009-06-17T19:56:00.001+08:00

TAYLOR SWIFT- YOU BELONG WITH ME
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

i love this song. DAMN DAMN DAMN nice. i like uh.

FORGETFUL!

2009-06-15T19:19:00.004+08:00

aargh.

i just feel like banging myself onto the wall or just kill myself. how can i forget my mouse? i lost it in the silicon lab and i think by now, its gone.

AARGH! i cant live without it and its not mine luh.

i am so sorry, bro. i will buy you a new one. promise.

back from school and eighteen chef. HAHA. well, no photos taken. :DD

ciao.

HAPPY!

2009-06-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

wooo!

HAHA. okay, i am crazy. (:

went to church with loretta and guess who i saw?! DONT TELL YOU! HAHA. but loretta knows luh. but she cant be bothered. CHEY!

that little child in the baby room just made my day today. he is damn cute luh. i have a nice time playing with him during mass. i know luh, my behaviour is wrong, but i just cant help it. i am just fascinated to babies and their stuff. i can be fascinated with baby shoes. those small cute cute one. their clothes are so CUTE! i cant imagine i wore those cute stuff when i was a baby. HAHA. so CUTE!!!! :DD

went vivo for awhile but didnt manage to catch him on work. i think only loretta knows what i am talking about luh. HAHA. (: because she is the one who is crazy over him. HAHA.

the best part of the day. POOL-ing with loretta and julian. how long have we not played together? its DAMN DAMN DAMN long. its damn long since i talked to julian. its damn long since i played pool with him. its damn long since i gossip with him. HAHA.

oh yeah, there was this girl at the table beside us who is damn annoying. she keep complaining and complaining to her friends about all sorts of things. and i think her friends are annoyed and irritated. loretta and i were also annoyed and irritated because she is damn noisy and annoying. i just hate it luh. idiot.

anyway, loretta asked me this question,

l:WHAT IF HE IS A GAY?
c:i didnt thought of that before. and i think i will just accept it.
l:but if seriously he is a gay.
c: (thinking hard.) i will accept it. its his choice what.

but come to think of that, this question seriously never cross my mind at all. but i think gerald they all will be the first who will scold him luh if ever he turned gay. HAHA. :DD

ciao.

CUTE!

2009-06-13T14:52:00.001+08:00

HAHA.

HAHA.

this cute korean boy really made my day. ha is damn damn damn cute luh. and he is singing "hey jude: by the beatles which made me love him even more. (see video attached.)

love him to the max. (:

OUT!

2009-06-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

just came back from airport after sending my sister-in-law, nephews and my niece off to paris. HAHA. i also want to go. but got projects, how to go?! geess.

out with loretta the whole day to vivo and told her everything, i guess. HAHA. saw simin and elaine there. i just miss them. god.

HAHA. anyway. fever gone. sore throat gone. but there's still cough and flu. HMPH! i miss those days at airport. ):

SHOCK-ING DAY!

2009-06-11T11:50:00.004+08:00

woo-oo!

i got a surprise yesterday. or more specific its this morning at 2am. HAHA. i got a shock luh.

my brother who always come home late from work actually went over to some of my cousin's house and brought them over to keep me company. HAHA. i got a shocked when i woke up at 5am for the toilet, when i see 5 people sleeping at my house's living room.

the first thing that came to my mind is: "why is there bangalah-looking strangers in my house.?" in the end, i realise its the same old 5 people that i always play with when i was young. HAHA. (: so they were the bangalah-looking strangers. HAHA. (: well, you cant expect me not to think that way when i didnt even know that they are coming.

in the end, because of the surprise and shocking atmosphere that i created and the laughter, randall woke up looking at me surprisingly. everytime when he wake ups, his hair will always be in a mess and his face will be like retarded. i know its mean for me to say like this, but seriously, its just for laugh. HAHAHAHAHA.

c:what's with your face?
r: wtf. you woke me up luh.
c:what are you doing here? you know what i am thinking? i thought you all are like bangalah. give me a freaking shock, you know. luckily, i didnt pee in my pants.
r: (laughing out loud) wth.
c: seriously. dont laugh so loud. later you wake them up. see luh, now i cant go back to sleep.
r:go back to your room, lie on the bed and shut your eeyes. sure can sleep one.
c:wah piang.. i hungry uh.
r:what you expect me to do?
c:outside got macdonalds. (((:
r:alright. i get it. but you sick you know.
c:heck care luh. i am feeling better.at most later i faint, you carry me home.
r:(laughing) alright, i will just leave you there and walk home myself.
c:wah piang. faster go change.(laughing)

and there we go. 24hr MACDONALDS! but seriously, not a single soul. HAHAHAHAHA. freak me out luh.as we walk, randall was like telling me some ghost stories. seriously, i feel like kicking him in his ass. but, aiya. afterall, he is my beloved cousin what. what can i do?! HAHA. love him to the max man.

cant wait for tomorrow. will be out with loretta and will be cconfiding her with lots of information. how long have we not go out together.? its been long, my dear friend. (:

zaijian.

SICK!

2009-06-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

i wonder why i am sick.

not because i sing too much or i eat too much JUNK FOOD which does not include chocolates. chocolates are not junk food. okay, i admit i finished that bloody big tub of chocolate ice cream and that whole bag of chocolates. but i need it right.

NO APPETITE! SLIGHT FEVER! SLIGHT FLU! SLIGHT COUGH! SLIGHT SORE THROAT! i just feel like dying. another thing i want to add in. SLIGHT DEPRESSION! OMGGGG!

BLEH!

2009-06-10T21:14:00.004+08:00

if that's how you going to treat me, i have nothing to say. but seriously, if thats how you weigh our friendship, i didnt know that our friendship meant so little to you.

SICK!

2009-06-10T12:15:00.005+08:00

in the end, i didnt go for squash trials. HAHA. (:

okay, whatever. i feel so sick. sore throat, flu, abit cough. luckily now is holiday. if not i no need go school already. one week and four days more for school. OMG! it seems like forever can. hmph!

nichkhun is so cute. HAHA. (:

p.s: nothing better than you.

ciao.

RANDOMNESS!

2009-06-09T15:48:00.003+08:00

i found this on glenn's blog and i found it interesting. this is what will happened if i rewrite it.

"I wanted so badly to lie down next to him on the couch, to wrap my arms around him and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of phrase. But i lacked the courage and he had a girlfriend and i was gawky and he is gorgeous and i was hopelessly boring and he was endlessly fascinating. So i walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, i was drizzle and he was hurricane."

what do you think? my version better or his?

CHOMP CHOMP!

2009-06-09T11:42:00.004+08:00

woo-oo!

yesterday's dinner at chomp chomp was counted as a success?! HAHA. yes, indeed. (:

went to pool with them. wah, i didnt know there's so many experts in my class. HAHA. i beginner only okay. (:

guess who i saw last night?!

HAHA. dont tell you. i got so surprised when i saw him at chomp chomp luh. HAHA. (: happy only lor.

woo-oo!

ciao.

GONE.

2009-06-06T20:35:00.004+08:00

when it's already gone, it means GONE!

F-KING BORING!

2009-06-06T14:54:00.004+08:00

sometimes when opportunity comes, you missed it and that's it.

i have been thinking about couple of stuff.

yesterday night, went over to randall's house for sleepover after the supper, i told him everything. practically everything. i dont know whats happening. i mean. aiya. its complicated. i dont know how to explain to you guys.

i feel so empty suddenly without doing anything. no homework but there's projects. no school but just stone at home. where's my eeye candy? i also dont know. sian. and now. now is only the start of the 2 weeks break and i am starting to feel this way, it sucks man. i wonder how i used to survive for that 4 month holidays. SIAN!

i miss teddy. i miss marker. i miss their clique. i miss loretta. i miss practically everyone. so sian. how like that?!

monday CHOMP CHOMP, just cant wait.

p.s: i didnt know lee min ho can be such a rocker.

p.ss: JOE JONAS rocks to the max man. (see video attached). he makes my day by making me lauggh my head off.

p.sss: i still admit that ADAM LAMBERT is hot. (: but my eye candy hotter, right shiming? :DD HAHA.

1E03!

2009-06-05T18:43:00.002+08:00

1E03! :DD

post is up. please please please go read okay???

thanks alot.

ciao.

ADAM LAMBERT!

2009-06-05T14:41:00.001+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT-CRYIN'
There was a time
When I was so brokenhearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind, listen
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that you kissed me

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down on me

Now there's not even breathin' room
No, no, no
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin’ love
Must be one and the same

'Cause what you got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
'Till you give your heart away
Yeeeaaahhh
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Your Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' ‘cos to let you
Do what you down on, down on, baby, baby, baby

FOUR PAPERS DOWN! and that's the last.

2009-06-05T14:04:00.004+08:00

YAY!

4 papers down and thats the last. HAHA. i feel so free luh.

so that means that for the next two weeks, i wont be seeing him. sian. so sian. ): HAHA.

the weather sucks, so is CTOS. i feel banging my head onto the wall because the only thing that i can rememeber today is cryin' by ADAM LAMBERT! shit luh. CTOS can die already. sian. i see my eye candy write as if writing essay like that, must well prepared luh. (: happy for him.

my limited edition COKE LIGHT just went like that. sian. because of who. i didnt even wanted to drink it. but they can actually drink it like normal coke light. what can i expect?! KIDS WHAT! sian.

bloody muscle ache makes my hand shiver everytime i carry something heavy. i know luh. WEAK WHAT!

i cant wait for CHOMP CHOMP!

i still cant deny that ADAM LAMBERT is HOT!

THREE PAPERS DOWN!

2009-06-04T19:43:00.005+08:00

YAY!

3 papers down. HAHA. i am like so happy luh.

firstly, yupp, 3 papers down.

secondly, DONT TELL YOU! HAHA. but afiqah and jasmine know what's going on. (:

thirdly, EIGHTEEN CHEF TOMORROW. another thumbs up! HAHA. and last paper tomorrow. good good.

BUT!!!!

that means 2 weeks of break will start after tomorrow, which will also means that... ...

oh well, AMDAM LAMBERT damn hot luh. (: HAHA. right afiqah?

NO BOUNDARIES!

2009-06-04T13:44:00.001+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT-NO BOUNDARIES

Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

ADAM LAMBERT!

2009-06-03T17:12:00.003+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT!

aargh. recently, i have been noticing him. (for your info: i hardly watch american idol.) i think i have fallen in love with him man. HAHA. his smile is damn cute, damn nice and damn sweet. a pity, he is a gay.

OH WELL! anyway, he got this damn nice voice and he is a rocker baby. (: HAHA. love him to the max man.

TWO PAPERS DOWN!

2009-06-02T17:52:00.005+08:00

two papers down. SHIOK!

macroecons is damn hard luh. i want to die already. because i cant remember certain parts and i sucks in my graphs. hmphh.

anyway, tomorrow no tests. YAY! HAHA. a break for me after killing many of my brain cells just for macroecons. HAHA.

seriously, i think that either is the school too small or it is just fated for us to meet for so many times.

GREEN DAY!

2009-06-02T10:48:00.004+08:00

Green Day's new album is out. Check it out, peeks. I like this song alot. dont ask me why, because i also don't know why. HAHA. there are many nice songs inside. so, go check it out alright? (:

GREEN DAY-21 GUNS
Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

ciao. (:

ONE PAPER DOWN!

2009-06-01T15:47:00.004+08:00

today's weather is killing me. DAMN HOT LUH!

one paper down and the feeling is damn nice. HAHA. good good. (:

PRISON BREAK is back. YAY! i like it. (:

2009-05-30T12:12:00.000+08:00

i am f-king bored luh.