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Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 7:28 PM
WEIRD!
have not been going for work and have been stoning at home. i seriously cant find anything to do. SERIOUSLY!i cant wait for confessions of a SHOPAHOLIC to be out. i wanted to watch that movie for i-dont-know-how-long. yeah. i am feeling weird. i am not very sure why i am feeling that way but it just suddenly comes out. SYF is like happening in another 28 days. oh my. because i am not with them, i always feels very weird. i keep thinking in my mind, how will they fare? will they be much better than those rehersals and preview? have they improved? i feel like as though i am preparing for the syf but i am not performing. it is a very weird feeling. i can still remember two years ago, when we were preparing for syf. we always stayed in school till ten just for practices. went for syf camp and prepared for preview. on the way to the conference hall, we will start to panic and start to get nervous. but the only thing that we will always remember is every section will sing on the bus for their part. i can remember everyone singing so as to remember their part. i can remember how strong and united we were at that time. i can remember when we were sitting at the audience seats waiting for the results to be release, everyone starts to pray. when they annouced our results and st nics's results, we all start to panic because st nic's results was after ours but they annouced it before us. so all of us thought that we were the one who got the gold with honour. but we didnt. we actually got silver. and everyone starts to cry. i can still remember everyone feels that we have let mr boo down. no one knows the reason why we felt that. we spent our time and effort in syf. we didnt expect we will get that result. we all hope that for once, for once get back our gold. the leaders, committee all thinks that although we are girls, but we can do much better than those mixed schools. so what if they have guys? that doesnt mean that we cant do it. WE CAN DO IT! if any of my juniors read this, i really really want to tell you, THANK YOU! i have personally taught some of you since you were sec 2. some of you didnt manage to participate in the previous syf but in my heart, i truly believe that you all deserve a place. i know after you all read this, you will feel pressurized. but after so many years of effort and hard work, all of you definitely deserve a place in syf. by helping you all to practice together. by helping you all to work together as a whole. by helping you all to gain a place in syf. i truly believe that all of you are the best. in my heart, all of you are the best. always remember to work together as a whole and as your senior, i will always be there to help you and support you. believe in yourself that you can do it and show your confidence. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE! good luck guys. and take care. Labels: 28 more days... |