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My name is Cynthia.
I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates
although it makes me look crazy most of the time. :DD
I am 17 and i am currently studying in Temasek Polytechnic.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008, 8:07 PM
TRAUMARA!
i am traumatised! by what? my exams is just tomorrow. TOMORROW! so fast. i cant believe that i am having my exams tomorrow. i will be having social studies tomorrow and will finish around 930am like that. the rest have chinese but i dont have. so i will leaving damn early luh. dont know what to do when i get home. i think the first thing i will do is to SLEEP! not enough sleep.): i think i will burn the midnight oil today. will study until like 2plus in the morning??? then go catch abit of sleep before going to school. i think i can do it. but its hard. if i have a choice, i dont want to have my exams tomorrow.): he is sick. sick. alot of people are sick nowadays. really must take care of yourself. seriously. really must take care. i am not always there to remind you all to take care of yourself. i wanted to ask him if hes okay today. but i didnt. i dont want. and i dont care. i not going to msg him anymore unless necesssary. i also not going to msg teddy bear too. they are busy. busy with their studies. everyone are busy. busy with studies. busy with life. this is life.
i think the only person that i know that is not busy is randall. he seems so free. he came over to my house just to revise with me my social studies. a damn good guy. haha.(: i can tell you that nowadays theres no such guy who will take time to revise certain things with girls. hes the only one who will do such thing. he is really a sweet guy. but then i only treat him as cousins. i dont know how to treat him like any normal guys but can only treat him as my cousins. my brother like that. i really appreciate what he is doing for me. and i thank him.(:
i have been sorting out my thoughts nowadays. i have been thinking if its worth. i just want to be the one who care for him. and nothing else. his choice anyway. as long as he is happy, i am okay. sad of course will sad abit. but then i also cannot do anything. i dont want to force anyone. i dont care anymore. i am me. i am myself. i have my choices. but what i want to do now, is to show my care. to everyone.
studied with simin in the afternoon. i told her everything. i told her that i will care for people. especially my loved ones. if they not happy, will try my best to cheer them up. if they happy, will also fel happy for them. if they sick, will remind them to take care and hope that they will get well soon. and this is what she told me. she told me that i can be a very good girlfriend. very good wife. because i can take care of my boyfriend and my husband. but i was like. NO! i dont think so. haha. ddont know luh. dont care dont care.
its raining everyday. today is extremely cold. i was like shivering in class. how i wish theres someone who will hug me. i also have muscle ache on my shoulder. how nice if someone can help me massage. i am so tired. how i wish theres someone there for me to lean on. how i wish........
Lifehouse- You And Me
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and
I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that
I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning I
don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you
Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
okay. got to go already. good luck to those who are exams tomorrow.
dear father,
please bless those who are having their exams tomorrow. hope that they will concentrate and write carefully. bless them and make sure that they will be alert, calm and confident. bless them to rememeber what they have revised over the weekend. bless them with luck.in jesus's name, i pray.
AMEN.
okay. seriously have to go already.(:
take care.
ggod bless.(:(:
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