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My name is Cynthia.
I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates
although it makes me look crazy most of the time. :DD
I am 17 and i am currently studying in Temasek Polytechnic.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008, 8:07 PM
i ♥.... everyone!
today is sunday. actually i am suppose to go down to cc for pratice but i have to study for exams today. basically, i really dont feel like studying. i dont even want to take my exams. things are happening too fast and i dont have the time to react to it. yesterday night was feeling abit depressed. i am feeling as if sometthing bad is going to happen to people around me. i also dont know why i am feeling this way. but that feeling just keep making me feel worried. actuaally, i wanted to like talk to him but then i think he not free so i never bother him then. just nice, randall called me. he asked me out for supper. AND. dont be mistaken. randall is my cousin.(: among all our cousins, we are the closest. anything we just share. sadness, happiness, encouragement blah blah blah. we share.(: thats why we cannot be together. its like you know too much about this ooerson until cannot get into a relationship. and the main point is dont you feel weird to date with your cousin? i will feel weird. but both of us know that its impossible. and we like to have our relationship to remain like this.(:all girls who are still single, randall is a good catch. he is good in his studies, good looking, sweet and almost everything about him are perfect. just one thing i dont like about him is that he looks like a flirt. hahh. rreally. he looks like he have thousands of girlfriends outside. thats why. i am going to give a warning to all girls. be careful. no security to be with him. hahhh. he is starring at me now. hahh. too bad.(: thats what i am going to tell everyone even if he is going to threaten me with a gun.
okay. i just cut off halfway. he called me out for supper and i went. we went to serangoon garden the chomp chomp for supper. actually i didnt want to eat but he forced me to eat. MEAN! i was so full luh. i just a drink or something while talking to him. he just broke up with his girlfriend. awww. sad. sad. actually i should be the one who console him but it ended up him consoling me. i also dont know why i feel so depressed. really. i dont know why.
today is the olympics closing ceremony. and i am watching it. haha. its nice. okay. well. i am impressed. haha. i really need help in my science. haiz. sad. sad. sad. ): haha. very stress. very very stress.
i ♥.... everyone!(:
reallyy. i love everyone. i dont hate people that i love and like. i only hate people that i dont like. i ddont like my "best friend". he i sirritating. seriously, he is irritating. cant he just shut his mouth??? i feel like sewing up his mouth. irritating. and please dont say that there is romance going on just because we dont like each other that kind of thing. we cant and we wont be together. I JUST DONT LIKE HIM!(: dont come and mess with me uh.(:
in my heart. theres always a knot. ever since that day. theres a knot that i want to untie. i reallly want to talk to like someone that i can trust and rely on when i need help. okay. you may be thinking of randall. but he have his own knot to untie. so no point adding burden to him. i need a listening ear. listen to me. just listen to me. and of course if possible give some advice. i will appreciate it.(:
okay. theres school tomorrow. and i need to finish up my social studies notes by today so i an just read my notes tomorrow night. i hope that everyone who are having exams just like me will be able to do well. i wish them all the best and take care of yourself. its always raining nowadays. therefore a lot of people will get sick. so. i hope everyone will take care and be healthy.(: dont risk your health. it does not worth it.(:
okay. so everyone, take care okay?
god bless.(: muacks muacks muacks muacks.(: haha. very mushy and disgusting uh? but i like.(: who cares anyway.haha.
okay luh. take care.(:
i have realised that nothing is impossible. it justs that if you willing to do it. when you gain, theres sure that you will lose some. but this kind of losing is abit too much for me.): but dont worry. i will try my best to get used to it. (:
i am trying to put him behind my mind so that i can concentrate for my exams then. but its difficult. its not important anyway. so dont worry.(:
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